I just learned husband was having affair since September 2016.
He now wants a second chance but will not do any of the things I have asked him to do. Like counselling, anger management course and giving me access to his phone and PC. I have lost all trust in him. And do not trust him anymore.
I cannot stop thinking of the images of the two of them. The scheming. The lies. The way he treated me.
I’m totally devastated. My colleagues and family have been supportive. I know the decision lies with me.
It’s so hard to deal with the pain.